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The
Daishonin Keeps His Promise
"How could you suffer a prolonged
labor? I expect that the child will be born quickly. If you can take this
medicine, there can be no doubt," said the Daishonin, to me, in the Gosho
“Easy Delivery of a Fortune Child.” I say that the Daishonin said this
to me, because this is what I learned from my experience.
MOTHERHOOD.You
never know the feeling until the little bundle of joy is in your hands.
For me, the nine months were easy, except for my apprehension that the
birth of the baby would be painful. Even though I knew that after the hard
labor would be bliss, the time leading up to that bliss was very scary.
I would often plead with my doctor for a caesarean, but she bluntly refused.
She saw a clear possibility of a normal delivery, so a caesarean was totally
ruled out.
Fear gripped me more and more. I started
going through books about child delivery and labor. The more I read, the
scarier it got. Moreover, everyone had said (and I had read) that the first
delivery normally has a prolonged labor. It was then that I thought, WHY
AM I READING ALL THESE BOOKS, WHEN I HAVE NAM-MYOHO-RENGE-KYO? I felt no
less than a fool doubting the law.
I closed the books — not to say that
whatever was written there was not authentic — because I had within me
something truly powerful. Just as the Daishonin says, MUSTER YOUR FAITH
AND PRAY TO THIS GOHONZON. THEN WHAT IS IT THAT CANNOT BE ACHIEVED? How
true! I realize it now.
Things were going fine until my friend
resigned — she was a resident doctor at the hospital where I was planning
to have the baby. I was very disheartened, because I knew her presence
would have been so important for me. However, Gohonzon had something else
in store for me; very soon, another member joined the hospital staff, just
as my delivery day neared. I knew in my heart that this was an inconspicuous
benefit. I had not chanted for it, but there it was.
Things moved fast, until suddenly
my doctor got concerned about my baby's weight. She advised me to take
few tests, which turned out to be normal. Then she decided that I should
be admitted to the hospital for a 24-hour close monitor. I was hospitalized,
and was given intravenous fluids all the time, and injections too. Naturally,
I was always scared of needles. However, what can be greater than NAM MYOHO
RENGE KYO? The nurse said that having a few injections could be painful,
but for me there was NO PAIN AT ALL. This was so strange, because normally
I yelled enough to shake the whole house when I received an injection.
Strangely, this all felt so easy — I knew in my heart, the Buddhist Gods
were all around protecting me.
My doctor observed that my blood pressure
shot up during the night and she told me that this could perhaps be the
reason why the baby was not gaining enough weight. The doctor suggested
I go for an early delivery with a painful induction.
My friends were worried about me and
held me solely responsible for the condition I was in. But behind all their
accusations, I could see something, which they perhaps never realized:
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I could use this experience to get over
my fear of needles.
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My rising blood pressure (which was normal
during the day) was diagnosed. Without hospitalization, how could it have
been discovered?
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I grew quite close to this BSG (Bharat
Soka Gakkai) member who was working at the hospital, and I found in her
a truly good friend.
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Most importantly, she introduced me to
the Gosho “On Delivery of a Fortune Child.”
This Gosho, in particular, speaks about
a protective agent, a medicine which, upon administering, ensures a safe
delivery. At the end of the Gosho, the Daishonin speaks about the orally
transmitted instruction, but nowhere could I find detailed explanations
about orally transmitted instructions. But I followed the Gosho and took
each line to my heart carefully; I regarded each line as though written
for me personally. I read and reread this Gosho, and made it a point to
read it every day. Then a thought struck me: Why not memorize the Gosho?
I memorized the entire Gosho for my labor room experience, so I could go
through it in my mind. Not just as an assurance but as a protective agent.
The day arrived, and I packed my bags
and left for the hospital. On the dot of 7:30 a.m., I was there. Immediately
I was started with the medical procedure. 7:30 turned to 10:30 a.m., and
there was no sign of pain or labor contractions. At around 2:30 p.m., I
started getting slight pinches of pain, but I was unaware of it. However,
the ones who were monitoring me said I was getting pains. Finally, at 4:30
p.m., I started feeling slight pain and, at 5 p.m., I was given the last
tablet for the day.
It was then that my doctor came and
told me that she would come back at 7 p.m. to check on me again. Then turning
to the resident doctor, she said that she would be back by 7 or 9 p.m.
and then decide what to do, but she was sure the baby would be late. I
overheard this conversation and I was scared at that point. I changed the
course of my prayer then, and in the meantime, I had started getting sharp
shooting pains. I questioned the Daishonin regarding the part of the Gosho
where it said, ‘when I have provided the seed for an easy delivery, how
could the child be any less than my own?’ I chanted for the Daishonin to
keep his promise. I chanted vigorously, targeting the baby’s birth to take
place before 7 p.m. I connected myself to Sensei in my prayers, and my
BSG friend (who is also a doctor) was there with me. She kept chanting
along with me and reminded me not to forget all my comrades in faith who
were especially doing relay daimoku just for me.
Together my friend and I did evening
gongyo. She spoke out aloud when I failed to carry on. The moment the gongyo
was over, I got an unbearable pain, and the friend of mine who was there
to keep me company was, in fact, the Buddhist god I had hoped for. She
was there in spite of being off duty. The other doctors were not present
in the labor room, because my doctor had told them that my delivery would
take time. It was then that my doctor friend decided to examine me. And
she could not hide her surprise and amazement at the power of the law!
Sparing no time I was rushed to the operation theatre, there was a hustle
and bustle of steps, and in another 10 minutes or so, I was delivered safely
of a healthy baby girl at 6:01 p.m., just as the Daishonin promised. Our
prayers were answered.
The doctors were amazed too. The atmosphere
was one of amazement and amusement, the doctor really patted my back for
doing so well, but she could not hide her surprise at such a quick delivery
of the baby. No one was prepared for it. I was not amazed, for I knew in
my heart the key to all this. I was grateful, and even as I type this experience,
tears well up in my eyes at the debt of gratitude to the Gohonzon.
In addition, one little step I could
do to show my gratitude was to whisper Nam Myoho Renge Kyo in the ear of
my daughter, as the first token of love from a mother. I told my doctors
about the law — the pediatrician and all my friends who were present there
were amused and surprised at this. I was happy that I could touch so many
lives and I wanted even more people to hear this experience and feel the
vigor and the joy that derives from the boundless power of the Gohonzon.
I now realize the mission behind my
normal delivery:
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I got even closer to the Gohonzon.
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Previously I had regarded the Gosho as
mere holy writing. Most important, I now realized its profundity, and the
value of each line.
Sushma Pradhan
Delhi, India
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