Triumphing
Over Death with Daimoku
By Alex Ripetti,
Miami, FL
Translation
by María Antonia Bardino
I received my
Gohonzon about 16 years ago. Throughout this time, I have developed many
facets that have altered the course of my life.
Since I was
a small child, I have always asked myself, "What is the reality of life?"
"From where do we come, and where are we going?" And when I encountered
the Buddhism of Nichiren Daishonin, I understood at that very moment that
it held the truth that I had longed for from the very depths of my being.
The Mystic Law
of Cause and Effect opened my eyes, and I could firmly believe in all its
teachings. Sincerely chanting Daimoku to the Gohonzon, I understood that
I must always move forward in my life.
Up until around
five years ago, my practice was very inconsistent. I had always been a
person who was easily depressed, and after several years of practice, I
tumbled into the lower worlds of sex, drugs, and alcohol. I constantly
asked myself, why did I involve myself in such activities when I had the
power to come out of this hell and transform my life?
Despite all
of this, I never abandoned my Gohonzon. I always kept my altar clean, and,
from time to time, I chanted Daimoku. During this time, many of my friends
died from the horrible disease known as AIDS. In my prayers, I would always
ask for the enlightenment of the doctors and scientists involved in the
research to find a cure for this virus.
At one point,
I found myself going to the doctor's for some spots that had appeared on
my left arm. I was diagnosed with Kaposi's sarcoma, a rare form of skin
cancer that develops in individuals who have been infected with the AIDS
virus. The doctor told me that, at this time, there was no known cure for
this type of cancer.
It was also
during this time that my mother telephoned from Chile to inform me that
my father was in a diabetic coma. By the time I arrived at the hospital
in Chile the following day, my father had died. At this point, my most
profound grief was over my mother. The man whom she had loved all of her
life had just died and I, her son, was destined to die very soon as well.
By witnessing the effects of my upcoming death and the sufferings of my
mother so closely, I decided to extend my life so as not to cause her any
more grief.
Upon returning
to the United States, I met a doctor who informed me that some new drugs
were on the market to combat my disease ... and that these drugs seemed
quite promising.
The doctor put
me on an aggressive treatment, and, in one year, my cancer was under control
through chemotherapy, radiation and much Daimoku. For two years now, the
virus has been undetectable in my bloodstream, and my T-4 count has shot
up from 113 to 500.
A year ago,
I also decided to study for a career that I could conduct from my home.
Since then, I have graduated as a medical transcriber. Today, I have a
fully equipped office in my home, and am ready to embark on my new adventure.
I can happily
say that I can always count on the loving support of my partner, my sisters,
and my mother, who is in Chile right now, but will soon be moving to the
United States.
I have decided
to share these facts about my life with all of you, in order to provide
incentive to those many people who doubt this marvelous practice, and say
to all of you that the Mystic Law of Cause and Effect works perfectly and
is found within our very own lives.
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