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Tony's
Wounds
"The
Maka Shikan says, 'Since the Lotus Sutra can cure [illness], it is also
called myo or mystic.' Miao-lo said, 'Because it can cure that which is
very difficult to cure, it is called myo or mystic.'"
(From the Gosho
"Curing Karmic Illness")
Tony had it all
— the perfect woman, job, friends, house, lifestyle. He was self-actualized.
One night that
changed. As he was leaving a nightclub with his fiancée, a car careened
into them, killing his fiancée and leaving him for dead, a few steps
from the curb.
When he regained
consciousness, the life that he knew was over. He hurt all over. He could
not think straight. His legs and one arm were in traction. He could barely
move. When he found out what happened he was filled with hatred.
When his friends
visited him in the hospital they fed his hate and plotted revenge together.
"We're going to get the person who did this to you!" they vowed.
His sister and
her husband would visit and insist that they chant together. He did it
to please his sister (and it did feel good). He even chanted when she was
not there, like when he was in pain, waiting for the morphine to kick in.
But his wounds
were not responding to treatment. He was not healing.
One night after
a long chant with his sister and her husband, his brother-in-law looked
at him very sincerely and said: "Tony, I hate to have to tell you this,
but your wounds are not healing. They are not healing because of your hatred
for the person that crippled you. I can't blame you for your hatred, but
if you ever hope to heal yourself, you have to heal the wound of your hatred.
The only way that I know that you can do this is to chant for the happiness
of that hit-and-run driver."
Tony hated his
brother-in-law for his advice. After they left, he found himself in pain
again, so he chanted, and while he chanted he thought about what his brother-in-law
told him. He was repulsed by the idea, but then he thought, "How could
it hurt?" And he chanted for the absolute happiness of the hit-and-run
driver.
He began to
heal.
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